Wednesday, April 1, 2020

#30facesofautism 2020 - Day 1


It’s April 1 – The start of Autism Awareness month, the return of my daily #30facesofautism posts AND April Fool’s Day!  I highlight the latter because I truly wish that where we found ourselves today was a joke – a BIG joke.  Being stuck ‘safe at home’, dealing with a pandemic and a child who has no idea what a virus even is, has been challenging – VERY challenging.  The thing she DOES understand right now is that she can’t GO to school and school is life for her folks.  There have been major tears because she misses her friends, her precious teachers, the “wholed school place” she says between sobs.  There have been major meltdowns over the loss of her treasured routine and behavior the likes of which we have never really had to deal with.  Awful faces, screaming, grunts of frustration and a mouth full of unkind words.  She actually hit her sister three days in, the person she loves most in this world. The sweet sister who is bravely trying to help her with virtual learning online, all while finishing her final senior semester at Clemson from the comfort, more like confinement, of our dining room. This is no joke, and none of it is funny.  Over the last week everyone involved has worked hard to try and make some order for her.  We’ve turned the dining room into a classroom and brought some of her learning tools home for her to use.  Her amazing teachers and therapists have labored over creating a schedule for her that was doable with assignments tailored to her unique needs.  Yesterday was a whole day of getting her student laptop to work properly and finding a set of headphones with a microphone so she could be heard during live lessons and language therapy.  We finally have all the parts and pieces of her functional behavior plan together so that it can be implemented.  I can see her trying to figure out this new normal and today there was even some joy during “school to home”.  Following her small group language session where she was able to hear and be heard, see and be seen there was an actual smile – no fooling! 

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